A Bumpy Road Ahead...

In 2013, I made a lot of discoveries about myself, some of which I would take back if I could. It made me realize just how much I hold inside. In the last couple of years I've masted the art of keeping to myself about most everything and in doing so I've built up so much anger that I don't know what to do with it. Sometimes I just sit... sometimes I eat... Other times I have a drink... most time I just cry to myself. I've spent so much time crying alone that I confused my situation with depression. Now I have to ask... Am I depressed or am I just holding on to hurt?Am I moody or are people's snide comments just pissing me off? Too often I attempt to fix myself on the outside when it's the inside that needs the work. Therefore, what I need to accomplish this year is the reconstruction of Jacari. Jacari 3.0! I'm always angry, sad, aggravated, or content. I'm never just Happy. That needs to change. I believe all other accomplishments will follow... So cheers to the bumpy road ahead!